Drumming Noise.

Depressing songs. 

All alone. 

Taking ten times more photos than normal.

Photoshopping.

[A lot]

Making stop motions and videos left and right.

Talking to myself. 

Doing chores for fun.

This can only mean one thing. 

My brother is on a mission. 

My sisters are busy and in school. 

My cousins live too far away. 

and my friends are packing and going back to college,

without me.

So I'm feeling kind of down. 

 And Elder Condie is leaving soon,
so that's sad too.

"Everything's going to change now, isn't it?"

Yes, Hermione - everything will soon be very different.

We're making the most of our last few summer days together. 

Movies.
Harry Potter for a second time.
[so much better the second time - once more and I'll feel fulfilled]

Late night discussions. 

The beach. 

But, all too soon, it will be over. 

And I'm dreading it. 

Because it's one more step towards the real goodbyes.

Live. 

Laugh.

Love. 

Haha, but for real. 

My groupies. 

So here's a look into that messed up mind of mine. 

 Louder than sirens, 

louder than bells, 

sweeter than heaven, 

and hotter than hell.